It seems all I have of my family is my two sisters. Both of my parents go behind my back spying on me. They tell me they are ashamed to have a son who’s a queer. Accusing me of having gay sense of humor. Apparently I’m the devil in the family. Then their whole church is talking shit about me. But still my phone keeps ringing Luby I need this, Luby I need that. I not stupid to realize pointing fingers when I am not looking. And over hearing conversation, they are all making fun of me. Hearing it from people who I thought I could trust. People who I grew up with express their hate on me. Can things get any worse? It’s like everything I thought I had, was never there. All I have is what’s with me now